(X) the movies you've seen
If you've seen more than 70, you are a movie whore.

(X)Pirates of the Caribbean
( )The Mexican
(x)Fight Club
(x)Starsky and Hutch
(x)Neverending Story
(X)Blazing Saddles
(x)Garden State
(X)The Princess Bride
(x)Young Frankenstien
(x)AnchorMan
(x)Napoleon Dynamite
( )Saw
( )White noise
(x)White Oleander
( )Anger Management

total here: 11

(x)50 First Dates
( )Jason X
(x)Scream
(x)Scream 2
(x)Scream 3
(X)Scary Movie
(X)Scary Movie 2
(x)Scary Movie 3
(x)American Pie
(X)American Pie 2
(x)American Wedding
(X)Harry Potter
( )Harry Potter 2
(X)Harry Potter 3
(x)Resident Evil
(x)Resident Evil 2
(x)The Wedding Singer
( )Little Black Book

total here : 15

( )The Village
(x)Donnie Darko
( )Lilo & Stitch
(X)Finding Nemo
( )Finding Neverland
( )13 Ghosts
(X)Signs
(x)The Grinch
(x)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( )White Chicks
( )Butterfly Effect
( )Suddenly 30
(x)I, Robot
(X)Dodgeball
( )Universal Soldier
( )A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( )Along Came A Spider
( )Deep impact

total here: 7

(x)KingPin
(X)Never Been Kissed
(x)Meet The Parents
(x)Meet the Fockers
(x)Eight Crazy Nights
(x)A Cinderella Story
(x)The Terminal
( )The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( )Passport to Paris
(X)Dumb & Dumber
(x)Dumb & Dumberer
(X)Final Destination
(X)Final Destination 2
( )Halloween
(x)The Ring
( )The Ring 2
(x)Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
( )Practical Magic
(X)Chicago
(x)Ghost Ship
(x)From Hell
( )Hellboy
(x)Secret Window
(x)I Am Sam
( )The Whole Nine Yards
( )The Whole Ten Yards
(x)The Day After Tomorrow
(x)Child's Play
(x)Bride of Chucky
(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
(x)Just Married
(x)Gothika
(x)Nightmare on Elm Street
(x)Sixteen Candles
(x)Bad Boys
(x)Bad Boys 2
(x)Joy Ride
(x)Seven
(x)Oceans Eleven
(x)Oceans Twelve
( )Identity

total here: 32

( )Lone Star
( )Predator I
( )Predator II
(x)Independence day
(x)Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
(x)Darkness Falls
( )Christine
(x)ET
( )Children of the Corn
( )My boss' daughter
( )Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x)She's All That
( )Calendar Girls
(x)Sideways
(x)Mars Attacks

total here : 8

(x)Event Horizon
(x)Ever after
(x)Forrest Gump
(x)The Others
(x)Freaky Friday
( )Reign of Fire
(x)The Hot Chick
(x)Swimfan
(x)Miracle
(x)Old School
( )Ray
( )The Notebook
( )K-Pax

total here : 9

(x)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x)A walk to remember
( )Boogeyman
( )Hitch
(x)The Fifth Element
(x)Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
(x)Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
(x)Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
( )Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
( )Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
( )Star Wars episode VI Return of the Jedi
(x)Troop Beverly Hills
( )Swimming with Sharks
( )Air Force One
( )For Richer or Poorer
(x)People under the stairs
( )Blue Velvet
(x)Sound of music
(x)Parent Trap
(x)The Burbs
(x)The Terminator
(x)Empire Records
( )Meet Joe Black
(x)Clockwork Orange
( )the Order
(x)Spiderman
(x)Spiderman 2
(x)Amelie
( )Scotland, PA
( )The Graduate

total here: 19

( )Mean Girls
(x)Shrek
(x)Shrek 2
(x)The Incredibles
( )Collateral
( )The Fast & The Furious
( )2 Fast 2 Furious
(x)Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
(x)closer

total here: 5

(x)Titanic
( )Saved
(x)Bowling For Columbine
(x)Farenheit 9/11
(x)The Sixth Sense
(x)Artificial intelligence
(x)Love, Actually
( )Shutter
( )Ella Enchanted
( )Princess diaries 1
( )Princess diaries 2
( )Constantine
( )Million Dollar Baby
( )envy
(x)Eurotrip
( )Malibu's Most wanted
(x)Big Daddy
(x)black sheep
(x)The Breakfast Club
(x)West side story

total here : 11

(x)A Christmas Story
(x)spanglish
(x)Pulp Fiction
( )sleepover
(x)The Evil Dead
(x)Killer Klowns From Outer Space
( )The Seed of chucky
(x)Vanilla Sky
(x)Nightmare Before Christmas
(x)eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
(x)Interview With The Vampire
(x)The Crow
( )Purple Rain
(x)Wayne's World

total here: 11

(x)Wayne's World 2
( )21 Grams
( )Blow
(x)Edward Scissorhands
(x)Clerks
(x)Beauty and the Beast
( )Guess who
( )monster in-law
(x)elf
( )stuart little
( )stuart little 2
(x)Chasing amy
(x)dogma
(x)jay & Silent Bob Strike Back

total here : 8

(x)Beetlejuice
( )Last Samurai
(x)The Amityville Horror
( )The Aviator
(x)romeo and Juliet
( )Barbershop
( )Barbershop 2
( )Beauty Shop
( )legally blonde
( )legally blonde 2
( )the forgotten
( )confessions of a teenage drama queen
(x)the grudge

total here: 4

Total: 140
Movie Whore? (Y/N): yep

I don't know why I wait so long in between writing in here. I save up things everyday to write but then I never do it. Basically here are some things that happened:

I got the job I start on Monday,I hate my current location more then ever and I have never had the urge to slap a woman in the face as much as I do now, I have only listened to Kanye West for the past week and I'm pretty sure we should get married, I still despise my haircut but I'm gonna dye it red on Monday so that might make it better, I haven't been feeling good for a couple days and I want to know what's going on. Thats about it right now my main concern is what's happening in NOLA.Enter long rant here:


It's freaking me out so much and it's so frustrating because I don't feel like I have anyone to talk about it. It seems like no one even cares and that it doesn't affect them but the way I see it is this is just the beggining of something bigger and scarier . I honestly would not be surprised if all of a sudden Osama Bin Laden is suddenly "captured" and New Orleans drops out of the spotlight so it can be quietly "taken care of" I really don't think they have any major plans of fixing things, I think they just want everyone to die there so they don't have to worry about the money to help them get their lives back together. I admit that on the first day I said that those people should know better then to try and rough it out but I never ever expected anything like whats happening right now. I don't even feel like I'm living in the same place anymore. What the hell is going on here. This is America this is supposed to be the "land of the FREE" not the " land of the afraid to be shot and killed for trying to live" I mean whats gonna happen next? Are they gonna tell all those people that they are going to be free and then enslave them instead and make them rebuild their own city? Isn't that what happens in prison camps? Or are they just going to start pumping gas into all the shelters and blame the mass deaths on the people for being filthy and poor? Obviously it's there own faults that there is no clean water and that they looted all the food so now there is none left. It's bullshit. No one should be punished for any of this even is everyone tried to evacuate there would still be tons of people left, there wasn't enough time. I am just so disgusted by this situation and I am honestly scared for what's coming next.

Today I am going to work for my usual shift 12:30-9:30 but before I go I am going to the new sore in Chandler to have an interview to get me promoted and relocated. I am hoping to get the position of Event Specialist.Basically it's the party planner for the store and I would take care of all the classes and I get to tell everyone what to do, so pretty much the best job ever. At my store I have been doing his position minus a few things because our Event Specialist is in the army and she is on Military leave, she has been gone for 3 months and no one knows when she's getting back. I basically got sick of doing her work and waiting around to get promoted so when this opened up I jumped at it. The awesome thing is the Chandler store is 10 minuetes away where my store is 45. I'm kinda nervous but I have pretty much been doing her job and I'm the only one that has stuck around for the whole year we've been open so I know what I'm doing. I really hope I get this because it would be a full time postion with a big pay raise and better benefits, which is important because I have been holding out on going to a specialst because I an't afford it. So we'll see what happens all I know is I really deserve this.

I am feeling so lost right now. It's funny how easy it is to just give up on everything these days. I can't even picture anything that would make me feel better. I just want to sleep.


on another note I think my medication is fucking up my lungs because I am constantly gasping for air. awesome

There has been so much going on right now and I want to write it all al down and release it from my brain but there is just too much I don't know how to sift through it all. Hopefully maybe after this weekend I can divide it all up.

Upcoming events:

Tonight-Teach a class and then Devan's Bridal Shower
Tomorrow- full day of work
Friday- get pretty with Devan
Saturday- Wedding and party
Sunday - stupid ass meeting for work on my day off

I just need to get through this week and then I can finally have some days off fully devoted to myself and getting my studio set up and find a chair instead of sitting on the floor. The only thing keeping me sane is the addition of digital cable to the t.v's so I have been watching many many movies. Eventually, at this rate, I will probably have seen every movie ever.

I have never seen anything more disturbing in my life.

 http://media.ebaumsworld.com/periods101.wmv

things I enjoy (aka freak me out) about this movie:

I think the girl has downs
the girl shows her sister her used pad as a demo to what a period is
they refer to the vagina as an opening between the legs
that girls underwear is frickin huge and she's wearing a pad for "practice"

What the fuck were these people thinking when they made this?
The church is probably behind this I'm sure

So I'm going to the Dr. in half an hour.About a month ago I developed hypertension out of nowhere and they tested me for all this stuff but eveyrything came out negative so now I have to go back and get more tests. I'm nervous because I don't want to be told it's because of the extra 15 pounds I've gained and I don't want them to say it's just stress and I need to relax but at the same time I don't want it to be something serious. UGH! I just hate be sick all the time. I feel like people think I'm lying about everything so I try not to say anything but it's hard when I'm feeling like I'm gonna pass out and I just have to quietly sneak off to calm down. Hopefully there will be a good outcome...we'll see.

oh my god I am so excited! Today is the walkthrough on our house! Now I can see how the carpet and the flooring looks and how the rooms look and al the appliances and our countertop! omg! I can't believe we are moving in two weeks. It doesn't feel like it has been 9 months yet. I cannot wait to be out of this area. I won't have to be afraid to drive at night and worry about my car getting stolen snd there will be nice grocery stores and fun places to go. I am so happy!



Our house (townhome) will be like the second in back on the left, French Country style.....oooooh I'm so excited.

...WHAT SONG/BAND...
Reminds you of your best friend: They Might Be Giants, The Cure and Micheal Jackson
Makes you cry: Fade Into You- Mazzy Star
Makes you laugh: Judy in Disguise
Reminds you of the one you once wanted: See You Around- the Smoking Popes
You wish you wrote: Leader of the Pack- Shangri-Las
You wish you recorded: Girl From Ipanema- Astrud Gilberto
You never want to hear again: Wait (the whisper song)-Ying Yang twins
You want to get married to: The Man I Love- Ella Fitzgerald
You used to hate but now love: Coldplay
You like to wake up to: Bright Eyes
You like out of your parent’s record collection: The Supremes, Jethro Tull
You love that you wouldn’t know about if it wasn’t for a friend: Life Without Buildings
Makes you think of someone who died: Anything Sublime
You sing in the shower: Um..Violent Femmes and Ella Fitzgerald and Melanie
You sing when you’re alone: same as above
You love the video more than the tune: god I don't remember any videos
You love which is from a movie: Let go-Frou Frou
Makes you think of the moon: Rest Your Eyes-Azure Ray
Makes you think of stars: Yellow- Coldplay
Makes you think of the sun: Let the Sunshine In- Fifth Dimension
Makes you think of the night: Dream a Little Dream- Ella Fitzgerald
Makes you want to kiss someone: Portishead
Makes you think of sex: anything by The Faint
Makes you think of being alone: Last Goodbye- Jeff Buckley
Has only been released recently but you love already: Wet from Birth- The Faint

I can't believe what's going on in London right now, I'm in shock. When September 11th happened I was upset of course but I don't know New York or love New York for that matter and I didn't know what got destroyed but this, I have been everywhere that has been bombed and it hurts inside. That is my heart, my long distance lover, that I'm too far away to take care of. I can't believe what people are willing to do these days. It makes me sick. And of course now, they think that someone's gonna start bombing over here. I wish America would stop thinking everything was about them and just care about someone else. I hope everyone's ok.
 

( long quiz )

So I made my first commisioned Nuggin for my friends boyfriend.


( you down with the pee pants? )

It started off great with the all time mega bitch walking out on us at work over the weekend. It didn't come to my attention that I am pretty much the only full time instructor there now so instead of my usual 2-3 classes a week it is now 2 a day and working 50 hours non stop without a day off. Next comes the ant infested living room in the beginning of the week. Then Doctors appointments telling me I have high blood pressure and they don't know why so I need to quit my job and stop being stressed....not likely. Then two days in a row of working crop night until 1 am and then opening the next day. All of this happening while my ac is out at home during 100 degree weather. It is so hot I hallucinate during the night and have gotten no sleep. My next day off isn't until next Thursday and thats my brothers graduation so no chance of relaxing then. On top of everything thats happening my ac is my car is on the fritz and my drivers window is stuck halfway down. I officially give up.

basically these days consist of listening to only the arcade fire, cuddling with my kitten and daydreaming about boys kisses.

all this would could be magnified by thousands if i could lay in the sun on soft grass



"come on alex, you can do it"


I bet Alex is a pretty cool guy

It's so nice when you rediscover an old favorite band.

I heart Life Without Buildings!!


So I'm geting my hair done today, for my birthday. I guess I'm cool now.
I can't believe I'm turning 21 next week, weird.

If I had ever said I liked my job I take it back now. F them

So I'm sitting here in my tank top and shorts.... it's 80 degrees here,what is the deal? I am craving summer so much it's ridiculous. I think the large amounts of rain we recently had must have something to do with it. Everyone is on Spring Break this week. I wish I was still in school so I could have nothing to do for a whole week. Instead everyday I have to drive an hour to get to work and work for only 4 hours and come home. This whole week I have a class almost everyday but no one is signed up for any of them. My card making class that is usually busy has been barren this month, I think it's all the cutsey easter stuff they made me do. At least next month I've got some exciting projects.


I still have 4 more ATC's to finish. I'm so excited to finally be doing this!

Hurray for Jay winning, the only one with an actually line that flowed together. Kara Saun that stupid cheating bitch, she made Wendy actually seem nice. Jays clothes were fantastic. The only copy of Elle I will ever purchase will have his spread in it. Yeah!